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Chapter 1
As I hear my alarm going off, I'm super excited today is my 18th birthday oh and my twin brother's birthday. I hop out of my bed and run over to my brother's room just to be a pain in his ass. I jump on his bed until he wakes up. As he puts his covers over his head, I start singing to him.
“Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you today is the day we fi...
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Chapter 2
As we are walking up to school, I start to detect an enchanting smell. I start to freak out and run away from it terrified who it is. I'm just not ready for this. I just can't. I don't want this day to be the worst day ever if I get rejected. I find my brother and he pushes me away. He is with his group of buddies. I just run to class, hoping I am not being ...
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Chapter 3
The ride up to Wicked Falls was nice and peaceful. It gave me much needed time to think. My parents did not bring up my mate at all. My brother must have asked them not to mention it which I'm grateful for. I didn't want to talk to them about it until later. I tried to put all my sadness behind me; I want to have fun today especially when we don't do this of...
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Chapter 4
We all get into the car. The run was amazing feeling the wind blow through my fur is the most amazing feeling even though I'm covered in mud, but I don't mind. My brother and Sky never made it to the top they were spending their time making out once they were alone, so they never made it to the top of wicked falls. Well, that's just too bad for them, but the...
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Chapter 5
As I walk into my house, it's quiet. There is nobody else there but me. I feel so numb knowing that there will never be anyone else here but me. I go and pick out the clothes for my family to be buried in not knowing what would be perfect for them but just trying to remember what was their favorite clothes to wear. As I got into my mother's closet I saw the ...
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Chapter 6
Today is the day it's time to put my family 6 feet under the ground. As I get my black dress out of the bag, I hang it up. I look at it as tears start to feel my eyes. This is my funeral dress never thinking I would be wearing it to bury my family. I decide to get a shower I turn the water on letting it warm as I take my clothes off. I look into the mirror a...
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Chapter 7
As I begin to wake up, not sure where I am at as I'm looking around, I then realize I'm in the cabin. I look down at myself, and I'm clean. Someone must have showered me and changed my clothes. What the fuck. Who the hell would do that, damn it, they would have touched me fuck. I'm embarrassed, not sure how to even act. I get out of bed and walk to the kitch...
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Chapter 8
I am struggling to figure out what I need to do with my life now that the Alpha punished me by making me stay in the pack house. I have no privacy at all. I am not really sure why he would want me in the pack house especially with him being there he doesn't want anyone to know he found his mate. I try to stay away from everybody. I don't talk to anybody. I j...
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Chapter 9
The Beta and I have been spending a lot of time together. I love flirting with him; he is so sexy. I really don't think the Alpha likes us spending so much time together, but I don't care. Everybody else just stares know one really talks to me, but they sure can talk about me behind my back. I think that they are just curious why the hell I'm here to be hone...
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Chapter 10
As I walk out of the bathroom, I have my towel around me, as I motion for Sam to stay in there. “Ivan what are you doing in my Room?”“I really wish you would just do what you are told Lilly I don't like how you make everything So damn complicated.”I am confused with his words, I really don't know what the hell he's talking about I look at him with co...
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Chapter 11
As I wake up, I am still in the same spot on his bed with his scent surrounding me. Tears fill my eyes that he just left me naked on the bed with blood on the sheets, blood in my inner thighs. I go to get up, I'm sore my body trembles as I go to stand. I'm not sure what to do or how to react, I just shift and take off out of the house. As I run I see others ...
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Chapter 12
I wake up somehow uninjured. I coughed up the water, not even a bruise. I get up to collect myself from what just happened. I'm free from the Wicked Pack. I don't have to worry about the Alpha any longer. I look on my shoulder to see if his mark is really gone, and it is I can't believe that I died and then still survived. This is my 2nd chance at life and I...
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Chapter 13
Alpha Landon's POVI get knocked down to the ground not sure what just happened. I turn around, and I see a rouge attached to the woman's neck. I don't even know her name, but she saved me. Why would she risk her own life? I get up, shift into my wolf and fight the rouge off her neck as I dig my canines into the rouge neck rip a chuck out of his neck I watch ...
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Chapter 14
LILLY'S POVI wake up in an unknown place not knowing where I am clean and smell like lavender with a pair of grey sweatpants and a t-shirt on. I jump up off the bed and start planning my escape. That's when I see Jayden smiling at me.“Yay you're awake I was so worried about you my daddy left me visit with you every day.”“You came and visited me every d...
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Chapter 15
He is So cocky, like why does he automatically think that I want to be a part of his pack? I don't need him? I don't need anybody not having anybody will be easier. I don't know if I could really handle losing someone else. I care about it is the best for me to distance myself from the world. I wonder what changed his mind. Before he wanted nothing to do wit...
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Chapter 16
I rushed out of there in a hurry like I was running for my life I am so overwhelmed by all this information. Is this why I survived the crash that killed my family? Thinking that Landon my brother saved me after jumping off Wicked Falls when it was my ability that saved me. It is a blessing to most but a cruse to me. I would be with my family if I wasn't cur...
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Chapter 17
I am going to be introduced to the pack today. I am sort of nervous. I mean I don't care what they think, but I want them to like me. I have never been a social butterfly that was my brother. I was always hiding from people. I am excited to meet new people. I am just not sure how they're going to react to me. This pack does not allow new members very rarely....
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Chapter 18
As we are walking over to the Alpha's house, Jayden is so excited. He wants to show me his room and all his favorite toys. I was never the one to really make friends thinking it's funny the first friend that I actually make I am twice their age. There's something different about Jayden from all the other people I have been around, I sense a connect...
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Chapter 19
I grab his hand and lead him to my cabin, so we can have some privacy to talk. “Sam, are you going to tell Ivan I'm here?”He then planets his lips onto my lips as he shoves my body against the wall he then starts to kiss me down my neck and biting me I moan out in pleasure. Letting him give me the pleasure that he desires. I put my arms above my head for...
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Chapter 20
As I am walking into the door I'm freaking out scared of what I am going to see hoping that he is ok. Knowing that if he's not, I might hit my breaking point not wanting to but not being able to help it. I am so pissed at myself I was so caught up with Sam when Jayden was being attacked. Wondering if there was any way of me preventing what happened to him. I...
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Chapter 21
LANDON'S POVI am confessed how Sam and Lilly know each other, especially when his pack is new to the area he hasn't been around long. I don't know Lilly's backstory, but I need to know how she really knows him. I don't want trouble with any other packs. Something just doesn't seem right, especially her face expression. She almost seems like she is nerv...
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Chapter 22
As I am waking up, I then realize I am no longer outside but inside on the couch. I am not really sure how I got here, I jumped up and ran to Jayden's room. Wanting to check on him to make sure that he is ok, promising him that I would be there first thing in the morning, not wanting to break my promise.When I approach his room, I see Landon with his head do...
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Chapter 23
I go to see Landon before he actually does the pack meeting, I need to talk to him. I rush out to him, but he's not there, wondering where he went. I have no idea how to bring this up to him, but I need to. I just hope he believes me. He has no reason not to. Before I get to go outside, he comes out of the bathroom, I jump."There you are, I have been looking...
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Chapter 24
As I'm starting to wake up, I'm too lazy to get out of bed just yet. I have been so focused on Jayden getting better that I haven't thought of myself. I have been watching him like a hawk since he has fully healed, not wanting him to be tempted to hurt himself. I have been so worried when he is out of my site so when he is, it's not for long.I still haven't ...
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Chapter 25
It's been a hard couple of days since Landon hasn't talked to me and Jayden is staying away. I'm unsure of what is happening, but I just let it go. I have been so consumed with Jayden that I forgot I'm about to become a mother.My belly has been growing, I am starting to feel flutters in my stomach, I'm uncertain if that is the baby moving. I think that I hav...
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Chapter 26
As I am waiting for Jasmine to come to train not sure when she is coming I don't leave not wanting to miss her. I hear a knock at the door. I rush to the door thinking it is her but when I open it, I notice it is Landon. I didn't invite him. I ask "what do you want?""May I come in please?"I don't want him to come in, I am pissed because of the way he treated...
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Chapter 27
As I approached his door I go to knock I become nervous I never was nervous before it's different now. I'm not afraid of Landon it's just I'm nervous because of what he has done to me. I should have stopped him but I allowed it. I'm not sure if I am going to be able to just forget about it. I want to pretend that it never happened. As the door opens I see th...
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Chapter 28
As soon as I get out the door, I shift into my Wolf. As I hear Star howl I am so relieved she's happy. She takes off and we run as fast as we can loving the chilly breeze going through our Fur. I can tell that she enjoys it just as much as I do.I'm sorry Lily with everything that has happened I had to regain control. Finding out we are pregnant and everythin...
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Chapter 29
IVAN'S POVWhat have I done to my mate, I am a monster? I needed her to hate me, so it would be easier for me when I marry. Instead, I made it worse by hurting her. I will never be able to forgive myself for what I have done to her. I know that she pushed and pushed until I reacted. She just wouldn't stop. I wanted to make her pay for ruining everything. I co...
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Chapter 30
I have been lost for words since I ran into Ivan. Surprised that he left me free, I still wonder for how long it will be for. Now that he knows I'm alive. I have to tell Landon everything, I can't put it off any longer he needs to know. I have never lied to him. He really has never asked about my past. I am just afraid. That he will make me leave.As I toss a...
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Chapter 31
I continue to walk up to Jayden to talk to him about last night, "Hey buddy, I'm sorry for just taking off."But when I speak, it's like I have no words. He acted like he didn't hear me and just walked to Landon. "Daddy, can we please go home now."?I'm confused as to why he is treating me like this. I have done nothing but be nice to him, but instead he is no...
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Chapter 32
When I hear star's words, my heart aches knowing that something is happening. I stand up and fight through the pain and shift. I take off knowing that I need to find him, so I can help him. Knowing that he doesn't deserve it,, but my child deserves to have a father. I don't want him dead, he needs to survive.I can feel the pain worsen and ease up at the same...
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Chapter 33
IVAN'S POVAs I am leaving the woods from my encounter with Lily. I am in shock, wondering how the hell she survived that fall. All this time I was calling her weak, but I was so wrong. I hate myself even more now for treating her the way I did. Remembering When I touched her skin it felt like a delicate flower, so soft. I tried to snap out of my thoughts of ...
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Chapter 34
I know that Landon is unsure of letting Ivan stay and not telling anyone. Convincing him wasn't easy. I had to make sure that Ivan would at least make it through the night. I don't know who would do this to him, but they left him for dead. I know that I should not have any compassion for him, but I do. As much as I want to hate him, I just can't.As I get bac...
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Chapter 35
IVAN'S POVI have never felt so helpless in my life. As I wait for what is about to happen, I clench my fist as I prepare myself for the pain I'm about to feel. I look at the men as they shift into their wolves. I try to remember every feature of my attackers, hoping to be able to identify who is doing this to me to understand why they wanted to kill me so ba...
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Chapter 36
LILLY'S POVI can't believe what Ivan has just told me about Jenny. How could she be capable of something so evil? I know that Ivan hurt me, but I couldn't have done that to him, maybe it's just because he is my mate. I know that she didn't want to marry him, but to kill him. Knowing the repercussions for this are going to be so bad. How do I even begin to ev...
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Chapter 37
I jump up and wrap my arms around him with tears coming out of my eyes, I know that he can tell something is wrong. "Ivan we need to go, something has happened I was wrong and Landon lied to me that your pack was attacked I'm so sorry.""Who answered when you called?""A woman I think she was your mother she told me that Sam is dying. I can save him. But she w...
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Chapter 38
I am so frustrated with Ivan right now. I just want to smack him. He made me believe that Sam was in real danger. He could have told me that Sam was fine. I was so worried. That he was dying when in reality he is just fine damn it Ivan.“Why wouldn't you tell me that it was a code that Sam was okay Ivan, damn it I was terrified.”“Lilly, if I had told yo...
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Chapter 39
LANDON'S POVAs the Rouge takes off through the woods, I go after him trying to find which direction the rouge went in damn it I can't allow him to escape. It terrifies me that he saw what Lilly is capable of. She doesn't realize how much danger she just put herself in. I'm grateful that she helped,, but I'm worried now that she may be targeted.I have never r...
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Chapter 40
IVAN'S POVHe wants me to go and listen to what his father is talking about, I feel that it is a trap. That he wants to get me killed, so he can have Lilly all to himself. I don't blame him, she is perfect, I would want to get rid of any competition also.As I get closer to his father, I notice that the rouge we were chasing approaches him and bowls down to hi...
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Chapter 41
LILLY'S POV As I watch Landon and Ivan take off, I'm worried. Are they going to let their ego get in the way of what needs to be done? I'm flattered that Landon wants to protect me at all cost. But there was no way that they saw me. I was discreet about it, I tried to be, anyway. I tried to make it look like I was just a concerned pack member checking o...
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Chapter 42
It has been a couple of days since the attack. Ivan has left, and Landon hasn't spoken to anyone since the memorial services of all those that we lost. I've been trying to give Landon time. I'm wondering if he blames me for the lives that I couldn't save.I want to talk to him, but I don't know how. He is so full of anger that I don't want him to take it out ...
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Chapter 43
As the sun is beaming in my eyes, I have no way of escaping it. I come to the exception that it is just time to wake up. As I sit up in bed and I reached my arms out to stretch. I then notice Landon is still sleeping. I'm surprised that he stayed over. I can't help but stare at him, he is so handsome. I want to just snuggle into his smoking hot body, but I d...
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Chapter 44
I'm not sure what he is about to tell me, I'm hoping that it is good and not bad. I really just wanted to enjoy my breakfast, but I have a feeling that he is about to ruin it. Just by looking at his face, I know that whatever he is about to say, it is not going to be good.He then starts to talk as he is nervous. “You know how my pack is broken, and I would...
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Chapter 45
IVANS POVI must leave to come back to my pack. But I will find a way of making Lilly be mine and only mine. It will be as simple as bringing Landon's pack and combining it with my pack and using Lilly as a condition. Knowing that Landon will do anything to protect his pack. So, it will be easy to make him forget all about Lilly. I don't mind competition, but...
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Chapter 46
LILLY'S POV As I wake up, I look around, everything surrounding me is black. I have no sense of life. I can hear the beeping that surrounds me and the people talking, but I feel it would be better not to be woken up. As I feel the life inside me gone, my heart aches more than it has ever.I never thought I would ever feel a worse pain than what I felt wh...
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Chapter 47
As the days continue to pass by, I'm still lost in this world. I lie in this hospital bed, I don't talk, I don't move. I don't want anything to do with anyone. As the doctor and nurses speak, I do not listen. I'm not interested in what they are saying. I do not care about my healing. I will heal repeatedly if I choose to or not. I heard one of them say that ...
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Chapter 48
As I can open my eyes, I notice everything is white. I have never been so relieved to die. Now I can understand why Jayden wanted to come here to visit his mother. The feeling is amazing. As I look around, I really don't see anybody, but all I feel is pure happiness. Wondering why I did not feel like this the last time I was here.As I begin to hear my name i...
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Chapter 49
I don't waste time feeling sorry for myself any longer. I will allow no one to continue hurting me. I'm finished being this weak person who I created through all my grief. Falling for those that have hurt me, thinking I deserve all the misery because of what has happened to my family.I have found satisfaction in my own misery, but I need to stop punishing my...
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Chapter 50
As we head up to his house, it's just like before. Nothing has changed. All the people gawking at me and whispering. What they all must think, but I don't care. The compassion that I've had most of my life is gone. I figure it's better to feel nothing than to feel anything.In the distance I see a little boy running to me, as my eyes clear I see it's Jayden. ...
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Chapter 51
As I'm starting to wake up, I feel pain radiating all over my body. As I open my eyes, I am terrified of what is happening to me. I then realize that Ivan is fucking me from behind. I go and grab onto the sheets on the bed to pull myself up, trying to get away from him. When he realizes I'm awake, he takes his cock out of me and flips me over onto my back an...
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Chapter 52
I get woken up when hearing the door open. I then become scared that Ivan is getting ready to hurt me more. Knowing that I am so weak that I have no fight left in me, It's almost like he wants me to die a slow, agonizing death. Just to come back into a world for him to do it repeatedly.As I tremble in fear, hearing the footsteps coming closer and closer. I c...
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Chapter 53
Landon sees me. I can see the shock on his face. I don't think he realizes that Jayden is in my arms. Until Jayden pops his little head up “Hey daddy, please don't be mad at me.”“Jayden, what are you doing with Lilly, oh my God what happened.”“Daddy Ivan was hurting her. I had to save her, so I did. I tried to tell you, but you didn't listen, so I ...
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Chapter 54
I am unsure of what to do. I'm scared, wondering what games he may be playing. I watch as he goes to stand. I back up standing in the middle of the doorway. He stumbles and looks into my eyes, "mine, you're my mate."
I am unsure of what is happening. He is starting to scare me. I begin to tremble as I wait for him to snap back into reality. I can be strong, ...
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Chapter 55
IVAN'S POV
As I am laying on the floor, I'm not sure how I got here or what the fuck is going on. I'm not sure what room I'm in. It doesn't look familiar at all. My head is pounding I go to touch my neck, fuck as I touch it I feel pain. Then a smell begins to overpower my nostrils and almost makes me weak in my knees. I go to look up, and that's when I see t...
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Chapter 56
I don't know what to think, as I'm waiting for him to barge into the bathroom. He never comes. I turn the water on. I let it warm as I feel the heat of the water on my hand, it feels so good. I step into the shower, I let the hot water pour over my body. I am shocked how satisfying it feels. As I look down, I see the water turn brown as it is cleaning all th...
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Chapter 57
I hear Landon talking, but I don't understand the words as I watch his lips move but not understanding the words, I watch as He reaches his arm out to me to comfort me. I then move backwards, not wanting any of his comfort. I'm shocked, wondering if he was involved in everything that has taken place.
I don't speak to him, I turn around, and I run, I don't sh...
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Chapter 58
LANDON'S POV
As I watch Lilly walk away, I feel sorry for all that I have done to her. Even though I know it is exactly what she wanted. I wonder, though, would she still want it if she knew what it all cost?
I snap out of my thoughts when I hear Jayden yelling at me. “Daddy I don't know why you gotta be so mean to Lilly. All you do is make her cry.&rd...
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Chapter 59
It has been a couple of days that I have found out the truth about everything that has happened. I haven't talked to Landon. I have been trying to avoid him as much as possible, not wanting to talk to him just yet. I understand why he did what he did, but I almost feel like he caused all that happened. Even though he wasn't the one that did it physically.&nb...
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Chapter 60
IVAN'S POV
I can't stay here. I need to get out of here, the smell of my mate's blood is overwhelming me. I couldn't have hurt her. She has to be lying. I am not a monster or am I did I torture my mate. Why can't I remember what the fuck has happened? I need to get out of here. My head is full of confusion.
I then began to think, what have I done to my...
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Chapter 61
LILLY'S POV
There is so much to figure out why would I ever want to be alone with him? I can see the compassion in his eyes, but I don't care. I want to avoid being anywhere near him. Of course, I'm afraid to say the wrong thing, but I need to stop being afraid. I am strong, I know I am, I have to be for all that I have been through. I just wish that I felt ...
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Chapter 62
I hear a knock at the door, I get up, not very enthused. I do not want to go and have dinner with him. I force myself to open the door, knowing That This has to happen, we need to figure out what is coming and how we can protect our pack. He looks at me and smiles. “Hello Lilly, you look beautiful. Are you ready?”
I roll my eyes at him and I don'...
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Chapter 63
Fuck, what the fuck is wrong with me? I can't believe myself. There I go once again, I get all heated, and I forget everything. I scoot over to get out of the car. He reaches his hand out to help me, but I ignore him, not choosing to feel his touch. I Then feel the heat from his hand touching the middle of my back. The feeling of lust begins to take over.
I ...
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Chapter 64
Is it really possible that the Ivan that I know really isn't him. Could Ivan really be a gentle soul, even a father someday. I can feel my heart start to sofe for him when i realize what is happening I then shake my head and tell myself Lilly this is the bond talking you need to stop.
I need to stay strong and not let this bond try to take me over. He ...
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Chapter 65
Why would Dean do this? They killed so many innocents for what? None of this makes any sense. I'm not sure what to do. Should I fight and rescue Landon or go find Jayden and take him away from here? I then hear Landon mind link me “Lilly Jayden is in the master guest room underneath the bed there is a hole in the floor for hiding, please get him and ru...
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Chapter 66
I know that I can't run, there is nowhere to run. I need to stay and fight. As much as I hate all that has happened to me, I know this is where I belong and Landon is my Alpha and I need to save him. I go to open the bookcase door, I then look back at Jayden and smile, “I'll be right back, I love you.”
Even though he is upset with me, a smile app...
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Chapter 67
I am uncertain about what to do, I have never battled so many at once. But I will not show any kind of weakness. Even though my alpha did not protect me, I will protect him at any cost. I refuse to lose anybody else I care about. I was always taught that you protect those that you love no matter the cost, even if it leads to your death, and that is what I'm ...
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Chapter 68
Landon really hasn't spoken since we escaped. We have been running ourselves ragged. I'm so tired, I'm uncertain how much more I can handle. We haven't had over 2 hours of rest at a time. I do not know where he is taking us. I'm not even sure if he knows where we are going.
Star hasn't communicated with me since we left Ivan. She is worried about our mate, a...
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Chapter 69
I close my eyes and accept our fate. I know it's cowardly, but I am just so tired of fighting. Maybe it would just be better off. I feel it would be better not to give up mentally, but physically I just can't handle anymore. As the footsteps sound right next to me, then stop. I then hear a voice that I have never heard before. Jayden wraps me into a bear hug...
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Chapter 70
LANDON'S POV
Once we get back, I'm nervous, not knowing if they will find us here or not. My father is such a ruthless man, all he wants is power. The strings that he went through to make all this happen is beyond me. How could I have been so stupid? I should have known better, but I was just blinded by all of it. All of this time, my mother was right.
I kne...
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Chapter 71
It has been busy, and Lily still has not woken up. I'm starting to get concerned, even though my mother is telling me that her body needs rest and once she is fully rested, she will wake up. I feel that all of this is my fault, sometimes I wish that we had never met. Wondering if all this pain that I cost her would have never happened.
I know that I have so ...
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Chapter 72
LILLY'S POV
I am so weak I can't move, when I open my eyes all I see is black, I become confused. I then have trouble knowing if my eyes are open or shut. I look around, trying to find any light, but nothing. What the fuck is going on? I go to move, but I can't move. It's like I'm paralyzed. I hear a voice. It sounds like a female voice, but I'm not su...
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Chapter 73
As I am looking around the room, I am surprised to see Landon by my bedside, holding my hand. What the fuck is this all that he has done? He thinks he can touch me. I pull my arm out from underneath him, I watch as he jumps awake. “Oh my God Lilly you're awake.”
He goes to hug me, but I shout out to him “don't you dare touch me.”
As I...
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Chapter 74
As I watch Landon's mother leave the room, so I can shower. They offered to help, but I want to be able to do it on my own. I stumble to the bathroom as my arms reach out to either side of the walls as I catch myself from falling. I do not feel pain, just weakness like I've been laying forever. I need to gain my strength. Training is going to start. I will n...
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Chapter 75
We have been training for days. It seems like we have been working ourselves to the bone. I can't help but to watch Landon as he is helping train others to protect themselves. I watch as he moves in all direction's, god he looks so fucking good. I began remembering his taste on how yummy he is.
God, what it would be like feeling his hands on my body. ...
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Chapter 76
As I walk into Landon's mother's house, I look at her walls and all I see is history. Most of the things I don't even understand, but my guess is once she found out what Landon was, she wanted to know all that she could, so she could protect him. I know that I would do the same thing for Jayden. I would go to the ends of the Earth for him.
As I get cl...
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Chapter 76
As I walk into Landon's mother's house, I look at her walls and all I see is history. Most of the things I don't even understand, but my guess is once she found out what Landon was, she wanted to know all that she could so she could protect him. I know that I would do the same thing for Jayden. I would go to the ends of the Earth for him.
As I get closer to ...
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Chapter 77
I'm woken up from a dead sleep from what sounded like an explosion. Hoping I was having a bad dream. When I hear it again, I jump, knowing this isn't a dream. I get out of bed In a hurry and I get dressed frantically, not caring what I'm putting on just so I have something on.
As I open the door from my cabin, all I see is flames. I can hear screaming from p...
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Chapter 78
Now it's time to figure out what is next. Do we rebuild this pack where it stands or should we let it where it burned down. To be honest I want to leave this place. All this place reminds me of is what I lost. Even though some of my happiest memories are here. I think I can say I'm finally ready to move on. I'm ready to start my life without my family. I kno...
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Chapter 79
I feel more powerful now than I ever have now that I let myself feel for Landon and forgive him. I know that this will help make the right choice on what needs to be done with the pack. I just hope that Landon and I will agree on whatever is best for the pack. I still am curious why the pack still hasn't named Landon as the Alpha there really isn't anyone el...
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Chapter 80
Uncertain what to do with Jayden missing, it's like a piece of me went with him. I have been searching for him, but I haven't found any trace of him. I haven't fault anything either which I'm glad that he at least he isn't being tortured. I don't know what else to do but search for him. I don't want to give up but everywhere I go it just leads to a dead end....
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Chapter 81
I am shocked, I don't even know what to do. I stand as I'm watching everyone clapping. They named me their alpha. As the crowd grips hold of me and pushes me forward, my feet are moving, but it feels like I'm floating. I am trying to register what is happening, But I don't know how.
I have never seen myself much as a leader. I have always just followed those...
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Chapter 82
My wolf is pulling to her mate, she wants to see him. I am nervous I didn't let him to die afraid of what he may think. I hide him, so he wouldn't be found but was it enough. Damn it, it's not like I left him out in the open and put a sign on him to come get me. I feel so bad for what I did, but I had no other choice at the time.
Star is yelling inside my he...
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Chapter 83
Life is starting to feel like a blur. I accepted to give Ivan a chance, But I feel lost. I had reasoning behind my existence. But now I don't know my reasoning. I am an alpha I should be strong um, but I feel weak. I thought that I could forget about Landon and Jayden and just move on. The harder I try, the worse I feel. I know what needs to be done, but it ...
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Chapter 84
It can't be true. She couldn't have done all this. She is the only person who Landon has that he loves. I become confused on how the world has become. I know families have their issues, but my family, we would have never betrayed each other. No matter what the cost would have been.
Ivan has no reason to lie. What I am curious about is why she would give it t...
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Chapter 85
I am waking up by the sun shining through the window into my eyes. I can feel anger consume me. But I do not react. I hold it and bury it. I need to act like nothing is wrong. I hear a knock on my bedroom door. It surprises, me not sure who it may be.
“Who is it” In gently tone
“It's Mary, sweetheart. With your breakfast, I offered to bring...
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Chapter 86
My senses have improved dramatically, but something else that I have noticed is my anger. I feel my blood boiling inside me. Trying so hard to control it, I don't want to blow my cover. I don't want Mary to know what I know. If she gets any idea that I am up to something, my plan could go very wrong. So wrong that I actually might kill her.
She thinks the fi...
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Chapter 87
He pushes me inside his grip, making me feel uneasy. Everyone's staring, wondering what my move will be, but I do nothing. I let him push me to the bedroom, not knowing what he's about to say. I'm nervous. It has been almost a month since I have seen him last. I watch, I'm waiting to see his lips move, wanting to hear what he has to say.
“Lilly, I have...
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Chapter 88
It has been almost a week since Landon has been home. He has been sleeping most of the time. His body is attempting to catch up on everything that it has lost. I've been working with Mary and I don't want to do what she wants me to do. She wants me to confirm Ivan as my mate and make him my second in command.
I've been trying to put it off, but I'm not sure ...
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Chapter 89
I've been watching Mary, but she doesn't seem to mind she goes on about her business like nothing is happening I know her secret I'm just waiting for the perfect moment to strike Landon is getting well, and he will soon be back on his feet and he will want to leave to continue the search for Jayden.
I wanted to take this chance to find Jayden, but I haven't ...
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Chapter 90
I get out of their grip and stumble to my feet. I grab a hold of them and throw them to the ground like they weigh nothing. As my hand gets tighter around their throat, I can hear them gasp. Questioning if I should even give them a breath to speak.
I then ask, “who are you and what do you want?” As I slowly release their throat enough for ...
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Chapter 91
I stand there in disbelief. No, this can't be right, he looks nothing like. Sam, how can it be him? Star said it was our mate. I thought me not feeling for him was because of the hate that is deep inside me for him. I thought it overpowered the bond and turned it into nothing. But I was wrong, I felt nothing because this is not my mate. How could I be ...
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Chapter 92
I refuse to lose any more people that I care about. If I can get Jayden and Landon out of here, then I won't have to worry about them. I will know that they are free. I may never see them again, but at least they will be able to live. They cannot stay here. I cannot have a distraction. I need my head clear. If I'm worried about them, that I won’t be ca...
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Chapter 93
As we make our way to the door to the podium, Mary stops us. I look at her with so much anger and disappointment, I tell her, “please let us go. I want to avoid hurting you, but I will do whatever is necessary to protect us.”
“They threatened to kill all of us. I thought one life for hundreds would be acceptable. I'm so sorry.”
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Chapter 94
Six months have passed since we escaped hell. Life is finally beginning to feel normal. Which makes me feel terrified. I never wanted to leave Alaska where my family was from, where I was raised. But I knew I had no other choice. We had to escape to a place where wolves were almost seemed non-existing.
I wanted to go back for Landon. I wanted to ...
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